It is fun. When you reach the edge of the big circle of light and all you see is darkness, and then someone strikes a match and suddenly there are a dozen dazzling lights that click on to suddenly make the world appear much bigger. It's such a high to know that there are more jam flavours you haven't tried, and you actually like. When you think you have so much to be grateful for, and couldn't possibly be given more, and then there's more piled onto your share. Maybe it's called being young. I dunno. I'm just glad :) :)