...

I'm off stage now.
For good
Thrown down,
Or a dignified step
Does it really matter?
The stage doesn't need me
Or I don't need it?
Is it a less of a reality
For me or you
If it's said offstage
Or not at all?
Left it for my own good
Or shoved to make space
Close my eyes
The sea engulfes me
Do i swim
Or drown?
Are my limbs weary
Or mind tired?
Grasping at straws
Hoping for meanings
Wishing for truths
Lies disappoint
Again and again and again