Online Petition

On the thick attempt to scrap the English Entrance Test. Pooh!

http://www.dubeat.com/?p=108


Please sign if you agree. And spread the word.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.


-W.H. Auden

Grunt.

A frame empty? Nah. I consume all. And destroy. So much blood. Happiness.

Rush

Things that make me scorn you.

"Take care of her"
"Thank you"
"Something special"

Fuck you.

And cookie said 'pooh'

Maybe its gone. Maybe its over used, over hyped, over wanted. Over. As if an innocent bystander pregnant with over wrought meaning and increasing liability.

An uneasy laugh escapes. What do you need to do? believe? Believe in what? Ha. Doubt. Suspicion. Mixed with just the tiny suggestion of deceit. Spun strings in a kaleidoscope of...ugh... reasonable wants. Desires. Whose a tiny voice asks. Forceful suffocation. We will know only when the rest of them sing it together. Then we shall look fondly at the world at large and the spotlight that is too carefully, glaringly, suddenly focussed on you and pretend pride that I scoff at. A finger in each pie and you are happy oh so happy and you pretend. Bitter, bitter pretense.

Anger. Bulbous, screaming, shuddering anger. Slowly red to a steady, dead white. White hot coals. Always sounds so fascinating in print. Maybe its a loss of cocky swagger. Maybe its the final setting in of your surroundings. Maybe its a realisation of sorts of things that you have and do not have because of so and so. Maybe its a final anger directed towards the "unfairness" of it all. Ha. How neatly escapist.

Maybe I need out. Out of this, out of work, out of longing, out of impulsive fireballs. Need. Maybe I need to need. For a change.


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Postscript: Vexation. Ha haha. Hahahaha. I wish I was Mojo Jojo. Atleast it'd be real.

MB

No no no no NO! Shut out the noise and stop the caps. we will have some peace tonight. hammer jabber the way you stop talking to people just because they cant respond anymore atleast not respond the way the next in line would and so you move on and learn to shift buttons and thoughts and words and people and translate it and mould it to suit you and not them anymore. "too much noise i think." haha... what a perfect excuse. surprised and confused and quieted all in one go. wonderful. but the questions keep coming. why when how whywhenhow and you deal with each one their own way. you let one of them keep talking and reply vaguely to the other convincing them but leaving them with an uneasy dissatisfaction but i dont know if i care anymore but yes i probably do and i hurry to delude them but atleast not that never that. Criss cross cancel ping. Quick delete. Would you get hurt if i dont want you tonight? maybe want is the wrong word. Gnite.

The tag thing :)

Last movie seen in a theatre:
You Me Aur Hum. Today. A few hours ago. Argh!

What book are you reading?
Artemis Fowl; A Suitable Boy; Che's Diary, the Bolivia one.

Favourite board game:
Too many! I like! But they always cheat in Scotland Yard :( And no snide comments about how I always lose please ;)

Favourite magazine:
Um.

Favourite smells:

Wet earth, sigh. What a high. Dad. Panther Boy. Sometimes some books. Subu on most days. oh! oranges! hehehehe :)

Favourite sound:
sometimes, no sound. and sometimes so many. oh so many :)

Worst feeling in the world:
Aaki said it. I dont like :( Not her saying it that is, lol. ;)

What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?
Mm? Its time to get up already? Already????

Favourite fast food place:
Mm. Stupid question.

Future child’s name:
I think I'll let him/her choose theirs =/

Finish this statement, “If I had a lot of money I’d…”
blow it. On good food, on trips, on massive bathrooms like Hogwarts' Prefect's loo.

Do you drive fast?
When I'm alone. Which is not exactly a good thing :S Literally that is. Metaphorically... Well I've begun. I dont know if its a good thing or not?

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Nai. I once slept with a huge dog someone gave me for my birthday that day and I had a nightmare about it. It was terrible. I dont like stuffed things in my bed :S Except pillows.

Storms - Cool or Scary?
Oh VEVY cool ;) ;)

Do you eat the stems on broccoli?
I dont waste food, so I probably would, except I don't know if I would ever order broccoli. Or cook it.

If you could dye your hair any colour, what would be your choice?
Purple! Blue! It keeps changing! What I want that is. Never my hair =/

Name all the different cities/towns you have lived in:
Delhi. Oh and Delhi. I would say damn but I love the place. But I will live in many cities :)

Favourite sports to watch:
Almost none. I would much rather play. But tennis I guess.

One nice thing about the person who sent this to you:
Aaki! The weird fellow blogger thing is not enough to know a person well. But I love the way she can write, I love the way she lives. And doesn't just exist.

What’s under your bed?
Okay no jokes about monsters. Not cool :S

Would you like to be born as yourself again?
I love living as me. But then why would I want it all over again? Another thing, which I should love almost as much, if not more.

Morning person or night owl?
I would say neither, but probably the latter.

Over easy or sunny side up?
Over easy now... Used to be sunny side up since forever.

Favourite place to relax:
Different places at different times.

:) I just had a series of photographic clicks sort of things of the places I would like being/have liked being in. Happy :)

Favourite pie:
Heeheehee. This is not fair!

Favourite ice cream flavour:
Coffee. Sometimes a bit of everything else :)

You pass this tag to –

You, you, you and you. And You!!!!

Of all the people you tagged this to, who’s most likely to respond first?

Lets see :) I like not to be presumptuous. Nah. I just hate being wrong ;P